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not trying to imply anything but..
actually i realised i'm quite sensitive to hurtful things
and it pisses me off also to discover that i'm always sadder than i expected
when something real bad comes crashing on me.
ahh.. whatever!

on a happier note, prelims part ONE is OVER!
no more sleepless nights!
but i'll still be mugging anyway.. sian lah.
it sucks to have this feeling, when you're super pissed at nothing
but you can't achieve anything because of this feeling.
i hate that time of the month!

but thank goodness for this feeling, even though i kept shooting the basketball and couldn't
get any of them in,
i was TOTALLY PEEVED and yup,
with all my anger.. i stood at the 3 pointer line and slapped the ball on the board.
and it went in! teehee. whatever, that's good encouragement for me.

and go watch niga higa on youtube! it's giving me all the splits at my sides.
'it's not just a ball, but a big green bouncing inflatable green ball!'
fuahahaha! okay, i'm logging off now. thought i had a lot to say but actually i don't know what to say at all. byebye!

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Eccentric and philosophical, Leos born on August 13 possess a kinetic energy that is the envy of all who know them. They are talented individuals who are able to make a name for themselves in anything they attempt. Challenges seem to awaken their fighting spirit and give them the inspiration they need.

Leo Information for August 13
You should embrace: Adaptability, graciousness, mental quickness
You should avoid: Holding grudges, a condescending attitude, immaturity

Friends and Lovers
August 13 natives do not seek friendship as much for its emotional rewards as for the satisfaction it gives in allowing them to observe human nature. Romantic involvements may encompass some of these identical needs, though in relationships they are more vulnerable. They have a romantic spirit and may be more sensitive and easily hurt than they appear to be.

Children and Family
August 13 individuals learn their life-lessons at an early age, and it is from these challenging circumstances that they develop a great deal of their wisdom. When August 13 people become parents, they are somewhat distant. Although they can be loving, they wish to teach their children hard lessons.

Health
Nervousness and anxiety sometimes undermine the natural good health of August 13 individuals. These people worry about everything. They love to eat, and since they may overindulge regularly, these people need to set aside time each day for vigorous exercise.

Career and Finances
August 13 natives are drawn to unusual, even dangerous, occupations that give them the opportunity to experience a unique reality. August 13 natives have a gift for making money, even when they don't set it as a priority.

Dreams and Goals
August 13 people gravitate toward the unique, the strange, the unusual because it allows them to play out their own inner conflicts. An addiction to excitement also characterizes them. They seek to push the level of their emotional involvement beyond mere commitment until it very nearly becomes an obsession.

http://entertainment.howstuffworks.com/august-13-birthday-astrology.htm

haha yaye i have a talent for making money muahahaha! $.$

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so [dy/dx] has given me quite some ideas!
'ziqing, don't be so over-ambitious, do one thing at a time!'
yup true, i shouldn't be so over-ambitious!
i've been so forward-looking all these while
and for quite some time, i overlooked certain stuffs happening around me.

*starts walking back into 2010*

TODAY is april fools' day!
didn't expect to receive so many pranks cause i thought,
everyone will be busy in school, no time for pranks.
but ah! on a second thought, today is e-learning day,
means slacking at home in front of your comp!

heh heh heh

has been going home quite late all these days,
basketball or remedial or cca, everything is draaaaagging my bobo legs
slower and slower way back home.
life's such a.. never mind.:D
bus-ed home with liting home yesterday and we kept taking
pictures of our pet ducklings and ohmygod its really really cuuuuute lah!!
maybe i'll get the pictures up someday, haha.

whatever. i lost my touch of blogging. i don't know what to talk about.
but i know there's a lot of things to crap. hehehe.

AHH i want to watch the.. the.. Ju-on!!
yah that movie!
wanted to watch lovely bones but by the time i remember about it,
the show is gone! HAHA and and, diary of a wimpy kid!
and and, how to train your dragon(you know that cute thingy!)

school has been spoiling all our plans.
supposedly we're watching some movie yesterday, but had chinese marking classes(?)
all the way till 5, by the time the movie end it'll be so late lah.
:(
thank god the marking class is fun, Ting and i got totally addicted to marking lah!
k. maybe just for a while.
HAHA. a pity sherlyn didn't wanna come, tsk!
guess we'd all be fighting to mark papers lah, so cool!
saw a lot of funny answers, and some very ultimate people.
ryan left like 9/10 of his paper blank,
so it's easy marking~~
got this guy called daichen even more imba, as mr ng says.
he left the whole thing blank. (!)

lol we're talking about going to the theme park at the casino
during morning assembly, then was saying that on the last day of o levels we'll,
in our uniform, all go to that place and play until you go gaga. hahaha!
haha, then after the day i'll spend some time crying at home. lmao!

-umm i don't know what to talk about liao lah-

today's weather is really good, maybe will go have a good run later!
have a nice day people, let the sun shine into your heart baby!

:D

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i guess this will be how i'm feeling when i'm taking my o levels.
not that so crazy or nervous about it.
i'd just be sitting there, writing my paper, not fussing about anything, and my brain not exactly working.

hate the fact that for these two years i've been missing out a lot a lot.
a lot on why, a lot on how.
all of a sudden felt so sorry to people, feel like apologising to everybody, then just die off somewhere.
i don't know why having these kind of un-me feeling and
experiencing a kind of tiredness that i coudn't stand up or escape from.
because its sec 4, we are mainly focusing on studies.
but.. does it mean that we can neglect everything else?

i'm serious, don't you think we missed out too much too much stuff?

damn the suffocating weather
can i just have one day to stop thinking about everything!
i'm losing all my focus!

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So many so many so many things
so many so many so many days

let's see..
firstly it was orientation camp, though i missed out active citizenship my 408
but still, it wasn't not worth it!
especially the mass dance part, was totally crazily dancing with my pals (hui zhen aloysius jerrald sac william etc)
for the sleeping part at night i was damn damn tired but didn't feel that right to sleep
just after being so high. so went to behind the current 105 classroom with sac to
enjoy the night breeze and talk about stuffs we used to do there in 106.
good memories..
now that everybody has grown up and are fighting to get closer to their dreams..
seems like a cold battle eh?
felt like crying somehow while talking about it.

went to SAC with sac to disturb huizhen and minquan mugging and later on went to walk around the school as well.
in the end took a quick sleep back at the careforce guys dorm(there are only how many guys?)
heard that huizhen and aloysius they all came too afterwards.

OC camp was fun but somehow even though the kids claimed that they were bonded,
that doesn't very much seemed like the case, as compared to 106`2007, when we get to cheer
and scream and everything. sometimes i'd want to tell them to scream and cheer for their classmates,
but will suddenly remember that we shouldn't cheer(rules rules).
moreover.. the kids don't exactly cheer for their friends.. maybe?
really really missed it when noel and jingru took 106 then.
haha speaking of noel, she was the incharge for the skit performance part as an alumni. miss her!
(did i mention all the camp seniors saw Ms Yeo fell asleep during the skit?)

too much games about school rules is included in the game, even me myself couldn't stand it.
haha they shouldn't have included those lah, so sao xing.

during the whole camp i guess huizhen, yu xuan and yan ting was the most enthu for 106,
whereas weiyang was totally slacking, and shawn was kaypohing throughout.
damn it did i mention i was staying with an ill student at the side while they having their night games, then afterwards huizhen they all just left,
and my phone was spoilt couldn't contact her,
and then i didn't know where to bring them to.
omg seriously i was running everywhere
and was scared like crazy yes and because of the terrorist video
i was afraid of the dark but hell at last when i found them i totally cried lah
HAHA no not that extreme i think i just teared.
weiyang and shawn was totally unsympathetic and continued freaking me out lah, damn!

jerrald was having extreme post-camp sickness due to overhigh, took around one week for him to settle down of his '105 oi!!!' or well, his '408 oi!!!' whereas for me, i had to bear one week of his ridiculousness(if there's such word), haha!

but overall the camp was fun, glad i didn't missed it!
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enough about camp, had one trail of test since the previous week, no intervals(well except for weekends)
the test chain finally stopped on thursday lucky me lucky me, so glad to be still alive for o levels.
made a promise to hit the top scorers with sac and then tell everyone we're going to poly
(HAHA though i don't know whether that's gonna happen)
please wish me lucks, okay!

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SHERLYN THE NAN HUA IDOL, MUAHAHA!
'tomorrow, story is mine, story is mine.
so-called happiness, not just one type!'
HAHA, jia you, clinch the best and let something good stay for 408! HAHA!


kk i'm quite tired because my monthly friend came so i don't wanna post any other things.
byebye, and pray that sherloin will win, okay!

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hope you're okay.
and
hope you all are okay.

we are all facing these together as one, aren't we?

take care,
take very good care!

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Yesterday was like a repair-the-soul day for me.
i was truly truly relaxed man.
not worrying about stuffs.. not fretting about anything..
just enjoying my time with the girls at the swimming pool and allowing myself
to have fun.
the tarot reading from sherlyn was kinda true.
i couldn't say it's totally true, because who knows everyone who got the card will refer the description to just one of their situation.
true, that i really really felt that everyone was more well off than me.
and of course i wanna break out of that, duh!!
some things which i have abso no clue, the reading shed me some light.
hope things will go right.. at least!
true about the judgement card as well. i don't like the way some people judge me and ass,
somehow i just know how they do. stupid right.

we're talking about giving names for our kids and really cool names came out of the discussion.
well.. things like barcelona.. SHURESH.. (chelsea man u and everything of course) and my fave was tobasco sauce.
i mean, how cool, if your kid is called tobasco sauce?
well even cooler for eugene's kids, it'll be tobasco sauce nah. (or what, tobasco, nah!)

hahaha went to the deeper pool later and hell. the deep part was 1.6m and yes, i am 1.6m!
played throw the goggles and search for it game, lost throughout the whole game! LOL
suicide drill was even more suicidal, my nose and ears were experiencing a total invasion of chlorine solution(and a bit of ammonia) hell but it's fun, seeing them fall into the waters. hahah!



well.. hope huizhen don't get too troubled by that karkar(LOL)
one day, ya'll would meet again, right?
he would have a reason for doing this, i'm very sure!
if he is truly nice, you guys would catch up with each other again on your next meet-up!:D







star-gazing at marina..?!

but i have work tomorrow.. hmm!

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"uhh i got a bad feeling! there's some huge dining offer out there that's got the whole town talking!!"
"it's from anywhere to everwhere!"
"i've got a better idea. HIDE!!~~"

hahah i love this advertisement really really loads don't know why.

well yes, after 4 days of no pay training at pizza hut, i'm finally an official part-time waitress at woodlands cwp pizza hut!!
it's a great experience there lah, even though there's only a teeny weeny few chinese(around 3?)
at the restaurant but hey isn't this cool?
there's like hardly any other races in nanhua, so working here would let me mix around more.
like come on, singapore is a multi-racial society, isn't it? hehe

right now i'm still having a bad cough that's tearing me apart, probably the virus was passed to me by my trainer Lava hahahah dang i'm prone to diseases
but yeah, still very happy to work there and serve the customers along with my great pals,
i'd never forget those days when we'd panic together about order-taking and nasty customers.
hope we get to meet up for work together often! :D

watched 2012 with sherlyn, zhiqi and her brother at cathay yesterday.
it's not a bad show, kinda wanna curse when the guy(jackson curtis) nearly fell into the crust,
heng ah he didn't!
felt quite bad cause kinda promised to watch 2012 with eugene and gang but in the end pang seh again. aye never mind... there's lotsa chances!:D

hopped to civics centre library to look for malay language books hoping to understand what my colleagues are usually talking about while sherlyn went to look for cookbooks/recipes for cookies maybe she wanna make for somebody special? heeee
well sad one after only one round in john little zhiqi had to go home with her brother..
so sherlyn and i continued conquering causeway point again.
went to metro and haha expected she'd be going whooo whaaa at pierre cardin lingeries(HAHA)
just that this time round everyone around us heard her. oops.
tried a few dresses that sherlyn picked and her taste is disgustingly great. HAHA, no i don't mean her taste sucks, but all the crazy things she picked for me were really fitting, you get what i mean... (i like the priest dress)
headed to chamelon and stayed there for probably 157 years because we're playing with the testers and when we came out it was already like.. 8.30pm? bused back home and crapped the usual crazy way for some while before i really really went home.

today..... felt so lamed.. thought there was work. but when i got there and finally get my hands on the work schedule, i found out that i don't needa work today. so that's it.
i went home, and here i am.
byebye...!

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well.. yup, just felt like doing something to this blog.
i like the colour combination, it's senselessly appealing to me :D
ahh so many things are happening these days,
i always conveniently forget what took place.

but never mind, let's be more futuristic!
i might be working at pizza hut soon, is that something.. good?
hmm.. oh yeah! i suddenly remembered the Rafflesian Spotlight.
great performance, considering the ticket price.
and congrats to Danish! third prize was some money too right? hehehe:D

the performance ended quite late so we made a move before it ended,
but holy shet sinyee and i were like trapped inside this awfully quiet school compound
for some time before we followed some people outside the gate.
(we found out we just need to press the exit button, dumb :C)

oh yah but really RI's really quite a nice place.
nostalgic feeling when i went in(okay not that i've been there before)
but when night falls, the place is really eerie. freaky.
the emcee of the day was nice, and as sinyee says,
'nh really need emcees like this'
hmm... yep yup.
like the performance by these two tamil guys too, that section was damn entertaining lah
but err the teacher kinda disciplined the audience
who 'made a very rude comment' at a very untimely timing... lol

met sinyee again to cut hair at je, at the hair academy :D
found out the people there are mostly malaysians.
like their interesting accents. ahaha.
went to je library to catch up with sac and william about the open house
and homed afterwards.

argh. hate periods. painful, sometimes i wonder if it's even cramps.


i wanna watch 2012!!! :O

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eoy results are like so-so..
failed my chi paper 2 but whoo didn't fail anything overall
yes hahah(gives myself a pat on the back)
but aiyah i didn't say my results were good anyway.
No A!! darn it :C (haha i like this face)

couldn't exactly remembered what happened but yeah
went to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs with liting, sherlyn, zhiqi and her brother, guoyao, junleong and zebin hahah that movie is cute! really!
headed to macs before the movie and we tried to earn the monopoly stamps
and we lack just one stamp for all the prizes.
WHO HAS SENTOSA COVE!!!
we'll skip our way to macdonald together!!
$.$


alright after the movies we didn't want to go west coast park as planned so we went to
some neighbourhood to play poker and truth or dare.
haha couldn't believe we lasted till night and had to rush home,
sticky and stinky!
was dead thirsty so went to buy bubble tea with liting and zebin while sherlyn and guoyao rush home first.
then what i think i drank too fast or something and damn it
the honey milk tea was disgusting somehow i was nauseating throughout the whole MRT
journey and no choice had to get out of the train at marsiling to stop myself from vomiting.
then took the next train to woodlands.
lmao poor me i almost died there! heee

but the nausea didn't go off.
this morning on my way to school took 963 and guess what i almost puked again.
tsk! couldn't read digital fortress properly, piss me off!
and aloysius spoiler, told me the ending already...!! okay maybe i should just get him to say the story lah. no point reading and vomiting over it.

the heavy rain after school today was REALLY HEAVY alright
ran all the way to the bus stop and was totally totally drenched.
gotta thank liting and sherlyn for that, told them to wait for the rain to stop!!
hahaha yup and i'm sneezing right away, yes!
alright give me a break i can feel my nose detaching now.

somebody save me from this sneezing world!~~~~